Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Some of our singing

[Posted to Xanga 9/21/10]

[NOTE: You can listen to this audio at hmmcclish's Xanga - Some of our singing. I'm sorry, but I don't know how to put audio directly into this blog.]

Today I recorded chapel. It was a singing day, which means we didn’t have a devo and two or three songs like usual, we just sang the whole time--half an hour. I know I’ll want this recording years down the road.
But I also kind of wanted to put up a fraction of the recording, on a whim. I don’t think most people have any idea what we sound like, and it’s surprisingly beautiful.
I’ll try to make sure we’re on the same page here.
This is a song from a session of chapel at Freed-Hardeman University, Tuesday 9/21/10. It is a cappella, as always (without instruments); the church of Christ is of the opinion that it's a sin to use instruments in worship (they say there's no New Testament scriptural precedent and it isn't a matter of expedience). The recording quality is not wonderful; sorry, I don’t have anything at my disposal but my MacBook’s built-in mic, and I believe the school’s professional recordings are made from the stage mics, which pretty much only pick up the song leader, which is no fun. I think you can still grasp the salient qualities despite the recording quality. There are a little under two thousand of us (some of us would have used a chapel absence today, of which we have twelve each, but probably not more than 100 people); chapel is required-attendance, and usually even those of us who don’t want to be here sing along to the best of our ability, just out of habit and for something to do. I am sitting on the far left-hand side of the auditorium; I made sure there was nobody sitting on either side of me. There are people in front of and behind me, but as far as I can tell they weren’t singing loudly enough to disrupt the recording. We did get a little off from the song leader sometimes tempo-wise; either he made a mistake or he tried to get us to ritardando and we were like "kthx no." I think a good contingent of us just sing along with the majority instead of paying any attention at all to the song leader. Oh, and I'm sorry about the volume doing weird things. I tried to smooth it out. Some of it is intentional, though, especially on the last verse, which is traditionally sung louder than the rest.
The song we are singing is a very old and well-known song (at least in the church of Christ) called “It Is Well (With My Soul).” It is common and old enough that you could reasonably expect any member or former member of the church of Christ to know at least one verse (probably two) of it by heart. The people in this school are, with a few exceptions, church of Christ members in good standing, college-age. The vast majority of us have been singing these songs and songs like them every Sunday and Wednesday of our lives. Most of the male students have probably had some degree of formal training in the area of song leading, but not necessarily music in general; we probably have a slightly unusual degree of tendency towards musicality simply because many people come to Freed in part for the singing (and you can probably hear why) and because we’ve been singing four-part harmony since we were little. Our songbooks have shape notes in them, which I can’t read but many others can. I don’t think we have an above-average degree of musical talent necessarily.
The four-part harmony, by the way, is also completely normal and expected. If a song doesn’t have built-in four-part harmony, we (almost without exception) make it up. Or at least two or three parts. I am not singing along because I knew it would be too loud. The distinctly louder voice you hear is the song leader; he is the only one with a microphone and is up on the stage. He is conducting, singing the main melody, and signaling which verse we’re on with his fingers; this is standard practice in the CoC, although in smaller congregations there’s no microphone. We are singing from a PowerPoint presentation on the stage that has words on it but no music whatsoever (so you can tell we know this song very well).
This happens to be one of my favorite songs, and I think one of my parents told me once that it was one of Mama’s favorites. I know it's made me cry at some point in the past.
And by the way, we do a LOT of singing. Chapel every day, devo every week sometimes more than once, et cetera. And in any given group of church of Christ kids, you can expect some church songs to be sung informally at random points in time. As college students we have a tendency toward some newer songs that the older members might not know, but I purposely picked a very traditional song.
Any Freedies, feel free to correct me on my circumstantial details; anyone else, feel free to ask questions.

When peace, like a river, attendeth my way,
When sorrows like sea billows roll;
Whatever my lot, Thou has taught me to say,
It is well, it is well, with my soul.

Refrain:
It is well, with my soul,
It is well, it is well, with my soul.

Though Satan should buffet, though trials should come,
Let this blest assurance control,
That Christ has regarded my helpless estate,
And hath shed His own blood for my soul.

[Refrain]

My sin, oh, the bliss of this glorious thought!
My sin, not in part but the whole,
Is nailed to the cross, and I bear it no more,
Praise the Lord, praise the Lord, O my soul!

[Refrain]

And Lord, haste the day when my faith shall be sight,
The clouds be rolled back as a scroll;
The trump shall resound, and the Lord shall descend,
Even so, it is well with my soul.

[Refrain]

Thursday, September 9, 2010

Today I learned

[Posted to Xanga 9/9/10]

that at least one student who participated in Freed's iKnow program paid off their MacBook and iPod upon leaving, and then chose to come back to Freed and was forced to pay for ANOTHER MacBook and iPod. I am not joking.

When you have a monopoly you can get away with anything, I guess.

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

I guess the change in my pocket wasn't enough...

[posted to Xanga 9/7/10]

...or, Why Freed-Hardeman's iKnow Program is Crap part 2.

In a nutshell? We have the worst internet connection EVER.
Around half the people in our dorm, Bradfield, regularly get only two or three bars of wifi, if they're lucky. The rest are apparently positioned closer to a router/bridge. I'm told that it is much the same in the other dorms. Even in Bradfield's lobby the wifi is terrible. The wifi in the cafeteria is even worse. I have to toggle my AirPort card on and off every few minutes to get internet in here. The student center under the cafeteria is similarly bad. Yes, I've tried sitting all over the rooms to see if there are any better spots, and there aren't. We get varying degrees of wifi in classrooms; you have roughly a 50-50 chance that you'll get decent wifi when you go to class. Maybe higher in Brown-Kopel, because that's where the IT department is located, and it's the only place in the school that I can think of right now with consistently decent wifi.
And that's not the half of it.
I'm one of few students in the school in possession of an ethernet cable and the requisite knowledge to use it. (I think one other person on my hall has ethernet, unless she moved out.) Every time I go to my room, I plug in. I'm in one of the rooms that usually has fairly decent wifi in terms of bars, but even so, when Skype lags and gets pixelly and slow and awful, it inevitably improves the moment I plug in the ethernet (even if it's only a little). The fastest I've ever seen anything download on campus over an http/ftp connection is 1 mbps, and I've done my fair share of downloading huge files, as it is rather necessary to do so when trying out new VirtualBox virtual machines.
It gets worse.
Every day, the internet goes down at least once. Completely down. Generally the network goes down with it, but not always. During the worst episodes, I can't even get an IP from the server--"self-assigned IP" is something I'm very used to seeing in my Network Settings. What's worse, generally these outages are not in the middle of the night, as you might think maintenance outages would be, but during waking hours, during the afternoon and evening. Most days it goes down multiple times.
Freed, this is unacceptable. We pay you a steep technology fee every single semester. You are a college; by ANY standards you should have decent internet access. And what's more, you give us homework on Blackboard. Not every class does, but quite a few of them do, and if it's not Blackboard it's internet-requiring research. And the much-vaunted iKnow program, one of the main tools Freed uses to market itself, is all about CONNECTIVITY.
Oh, and when we do have internet it's filtered and controlled. Not that I'd expect aught else from Freed.
Just another reason I'll be glad to turn my back on this place.